Helping people is an excitement, to be found within this energy to save it is the goal. Compassion is the solution. Found to be habitually under-stimulated which results in a boredom with unsystematic results. Luckily I need no approval. I laugh, because I consider it is healthy. Often a person of anxiety disorders, filled appointment books, five-year plans finding myself often on time, overly prepared, well read and witty, perpetually anxious, always moving. Pride is found with self-deprivation. Getting as little sleep as possible and drinking way too much coffee. Often found to be relentlessly judgmental with myself and forgiving to others. My generation carries the old world of guilt center families, keeper of relationships, and caretaker of friends, with a new world of taking control and ambition, rich, independent, powerful.